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Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 1:55 AM
Awesome, Exam's Gonnaaa beee GONE, in 1day's time! wow, time flies this fast, i couldn't imagine how world is made to be, to be rapidly growing sooo fast! As you can see, Singapore done building, Casino, Universal, and some other areas. Apparently, i didn't know much about anything but time did goes as fast like th speed of th light ! (: Looking through th past, i find it strange. Why am i able to live like i've got th whole world's happiness but deep in my heart, i found nothing. Probably it's time to reflect about myself, about what i've did that is appreciated, what i've did amaze th people around me, or did i destroys people reputation and hurts them all? I should start to understands that not everyone are th same, but i've been in this mentality for a period of time already. But Now, i've got to tell th Holy Spirit, i needs you to change me, to be a better me, so that people will acknowledge a better me. But a second thought came into my mind, am i changing for God or because of how th world judges me? i don't know am i doing th right or th wrong now because i'm under confusion. hahas, i hope that after everything, every situation, i'd get th thoughts right and live righteously.
Recently, got into some case, but not police cases. Am i gossiping like what some people says? to reflect, everyone says things behind th back, but there's something that is different, it's either they speak good or bad. and, it's forgiven if th person says behind someone's back, because everyone says before. but sometimes, when they think that they are big, they will rake th problem and make it big. because they think they are big. everyone has th rights to ask about what people says about him/her. right? horrible, some people are just using their authority to malign people while he/she did it before and was forgiven.
i live a life, a life that might not be th fullest, but to th extend of ignoring myself and go for others. even when people don't appreciate, i'd embrace and start a new day again no matter what, because i'm made to be like this. don't judge me, if you were to judge, reflect about yourself before you judge.
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